ey.
how you doin'?
fine i hope.
just came back from mike's house after playing assassin's creed and gears of war.
good games, good games.
after the ping pong tournament, i felt the breeze sweep up memories. my mind clicked and i barely realized how things changed so fast.

people tend to be fond of me at first impressions but once they get to know me, their thoughts of me suddenly change to a negative force. the

fall days are to an end, and the trees are almost naked. i like this time of the year, when the house is full, the smell of burnt wood flows through the bleak air, crystal lights warm up the houses, santa clause flies through children's minds, money is thrown around and i get to just sit and watch it all. thinking about christmas, i don't know what i want. i do want a new friend, someone i don't have to speak to.

as the cinema flows through my eyes, i cherish having a computer to type on for screenplay writing. one of my beliefs in cinema, is that it portrays life in how it can really be seen through ordinary eyes. life is wonderful, i'm sure we agree on that, but people become so oblivious and muddled up in the fast pace life goal to get money, they forget all the aspects that life carries, that cinema serves on a plate for you! in damnation i can say that we are blind and feel life's sorrow. i feel even myself blind too at points.
oh writing portrays this also.
good novels.
people should read more.

i'm off to do whatever estebans do.